Tuesday, January 26, 2016

Baby on board

(Written the day i found out I was pregnant with Alexis)

Today I got some wonderful news.

Today I found out I am pregnant with you.

I took a pregnancy test this morning. While I anxiously waited for the results I prayed to be pregnant. I told myself I'm probably not I told myself I wish I am, you know, the normal thoughts a woman thinks when she hopes to have another baby.

Even though this was my 3rd time around, the feeling that washed over me when I saw the word pregnant was just as overwhelming as the times before.

My body is home to new life again. We are so blessed.

I immediately ran upstairs to get out the big brother shirts for both of my boys. Tim wasn't home yet so that was how I would tell him. I took a shower, and used that time to pray and thank God for this pregnancy. I fixed my hair and straightened up the house. I wanted everything to look nice when Tim came home.

He didn't catch on right away and I was ready to burst so I told him to read Billy's shirt. Then I pulled the test out of my pocket to show him. We are both very excited.

We can't wait to meet you in 9 months. This is likely the last time I will be pregnant so I will cherish every moment. When I see you, hear your heartbeat, feel you move. I love you my sweet little baby. 

You are a gift from God I will love you every second of my life.

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